i'm not like you ● THE RECORD

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The creepiest of the creepy.

Hand-curated rank-order of the items in the public record that don't get easier with re-reading. Every entry is sourced to a named document, court case, declassification number, peer-reviewed paper, broadcast tape, or government accident report. The dread is what's already on file.

18 entries · 18 with imagery · public record · sources cited

other windows on the same project: historical (here) · 1990-2015 · since 2015 · without aliens

Editorial note. Every entry on this page is a documented public-record item. The creep is in the documentation itself — a Defense Intelligence Agency report, a forensic radiometric finding, a federal benefits award. Each entry links to a detail page with the longer write-up and additional sources.
  1. 01
    Luis Walter Alvarez — Robertson Panel reviewer; later Nobel laureate (1968)
    Wikipedia Commons · Public domain · Lawrence Berkeley National Laboratory · 1960
    official document

    The CIA's Durant Report on the 1953 Robertson Panel explicitly recommended that "a national policy be established as to what should be told the public regarding the phenomena, in order to minimize risk of panic" — and identified Walt Disney Productions as a potential partner for the educational program.

    The U.S. intelligence community formally proposed using the company that made *Bambi* to manage public perception of unidentified objects. Nobel laureate Luis Alvarez reviewed approximately 75 case files over four days to sign off on it.

    Source. Durant Report, declassified 1975 (CIA-RDP90-00708R000200070024-3).

    ↘ How this relates

    Where the institutional commitment to manage public perception of unidentified objects becomes documented. The IC stops being an outside observer of the phenomenon and becomes part of its containment. Every subsequent disclosure choreography traces back to this four-day meeting.

    Robertson Panel (1953)
  2. 02
    The 8 July 1947 Roswell Daily Record: 'RAAF Captures Flying Saucer On Ranch in Roswell Region.'
    Wikipedia Commons · Public domain · Roswell Daily Record. · 1947
    missing record

    A 1995 GAO investigation requested by Rep. Steven Schiff found that every outgoing administrative message from Roswell Army Air Field between October 1946 and December 1949 had been destroyed without authorization.

    An entire base's record of a critical period is missing. The destruction itself is documented; the contents are not recoverable.

    Source. GAO/NSIAD-95-187 (1995).

    ↘ How this relates

    Procedural cleanup. Anomalous events leave physical traces; the institutional response is destruction-of-record, not denial. Three years and three months of administrative continuity erased on purpose is not a coincidence — it is what a well-managed cover operation looks like at the level of the paperwork.

    Roswell (1947)
  3. 03
    Map of the Manzano Mountains east of Albuquerque — Bennewitz's home in Four Hills Village overlooked the Manzano Base, the apparent locus of the lights he was filming.
    Wikipedia Commons · Public domain · Unknown authorUnknown author · 2012
    admitted black operation

    USAF Special Agent Richard Doty has admitted on camera that, from 1980, he fed Albuquerque physicist Paul Bennewitz fabricated documents under an AFOSI counterintelligence operation specifically intended to drive him into a paranoid breakdown.

    The "Dulce Base" mythos that propagated globally through 1990s ufology traces directly to a USAF officer admitting on film that he manufactured it. Bennewitz was institutionalised in 1988; he died in 2003.

    Source. Doty, on-camera interview, *Mirage Men* (Pilkington, 2013).

    ↘ How this relates

    Real signal, then engineered noise. Bennewitz had documented the 1980 Manzano-Kirtland sightings cleanly; the manufactured Dulce mythos was the chaff. A real event surrounded by deliberate confusion is the standard counterintelligence footprint — and Doty's on-camera admission is itself a managed output, not an accident.

    Paul Bennewitz
  4. 04
    An F-4 Phantom — the witnesses described being followed by what looked to be twin-rotor CH-47 Chinooks; the case turns on what the U.S. military was doing in southeast Texas that night.
    Wikipedia Commons · Public domain · IIAF · Unkn
    named witness illness

    Betty Cash (hospitalised 15 days), Vickie Landrum, and her grandson Colby Landrum (age 7) all developed symptoms consistent with ionising radiation exposure — corneal damage, hair loss, permanent vision impairment — after a 1980 encounter outside Huffman, Texas. Their lawsuit was dismissed because no U.S. agency would acknowledge the helicopters or the object.

    A seven-year-old child with documented radiation symptoms. The court did not deny the encounter. It denied that anyone was responsible.

    Source. *Cash v. United States*, H-81-2700 (S.D. Tex., dismissed 1986).

    ↘ How this relates

    An interference event with escort. The unmarked CH-47 helicopters place a human institutional presence at the scene; the court's dismissal — because no agency would acknowledge the helicopters or the object — places the same institutional presence inside the federal judiciary. A seven-year-old's documented radiation injury is what an externality looks like when it lands on a civilian who had no part in the briefing.

    Cash-Landrum (1980)
  5. 05
    Satellite image of the Mayak Production Association complex near Ozyorsk and Kyshtym, Chelyabinsk Oblast.
    Wikipedia Commons · Public domain · NASA, Jan Rieke (color correction, borders and labels) · 2010
    named witness later killed

    In May 1996 a Russian pensioner named Tamara Prosvirina brought home a 25-centimetre humanoid corpse she found near the Mayak nuclear complex at Kyshtym. The body was filmed by Kyshtym TV. Three years after the corpse disappeared from custody, Prosvirina was struck and killed by a truck on 5 August 1999.

    The corpse was real enough to be filmed and forensically examined. The witness died after it vanished. The chain of custody on her death is not unusual; the timing is.

    Source. REN-TV broadcast (Kyshtym); Yermolayeva forensic genetic analysis (Ekaterinburg, 2004).

    ↘ How this relates

    Retrieval, then witness loss. The artifact entered the public record briefly enough to be filmed and forensically examined, then disappeared from custody. Prosvirina was the witness who could most clearly testify to what she'd held. The timing of her 1999 death — three years after the corpse vanished — is the kind of mundane-mechanism cleanup an institutional hygiene operation can route through ordinary road traffic.

    Kyshtym region
  6. 06
    The Dyatlov group's tent on Kholat Syakhl, photographed by Soviet investigators in February 1959.
    Wikipedia Commons · Public domain · Anonymous Unknown author / Soviet investigators · Take
    unexplained physical evidence

    The original 1959 Soviet forensic radiometric reports on the Dyatlov Pass victims confirmed beta-radiation contamination on two of the nine victims' garments — Kolevatov's and Dubinina's sweaters — with no conventional explanation offered. This detail is in the original case file and has not been addressed by the 2020 avalanche-and-slab conclusion.

    Russia closed the case in 2020 with an avalanche explanation that does not deposit beta-emitting isotopes on clothing. The sixty-year-old radiological detail is still hanging.

    Source. 1959 Soviet criminal case file no. 3/2518-59, archived radiometric reports.

    ↘ How this relates

    A retrieval-adjacent event with the full interference signature this class of case keeps producing: beta-radiation deposition on clothing, the tent cut from inside, soft-tissue selectivity in the autopsies. The 2020 reopened-case avalanche-and-slab conclusion is the modern institutional re-closure — a 21st-century re-application of the same close-it-clean choreography the Soviets used in 1959.

    Dyatlov Pass
  7. 07
    Cover of Donald Keyhoe's 1950 book, The Flying Saucers Are Real.
    Wikipedia Commons · Public domain · Donald Keyhoe · 1953
    documented suppression

    On 22 January 1958 Mike Wallace cut off NICAP director Donald Keyhoe mid-sentence on live CBS, an action CBS later acknowledged had been taken on Air Force instructions. NICAP's board at the time included Adm. Roscoe Hillenkoetter, the first Director of Central Intelligence.

    The first DCI was on the board of the civilian organisation the Air Force was actively gagging on national television. Both institutions had the same telephone numbers.

    Source. Surviving CBS tape; subsequent CBS acknowledgement to NICAP correspondence.

    ↘ How this relates

    Perception-management enforcement on a live broadcast. That NICAP's board included the first DCI tells you what kind of arrangement this actually is — not a conspiracy between rival entities, but a single information system wearing both a civilian face and a state face simultaneously. The Wallace cut is the moment the seam shows.

    Donald Keyhoe
  8. 08
    Westall, in the south-eastern suburbs of Melbourne — site of the 6 April 1966 mass-witness daylight sighting.
    Wikipedia Commons · CC BY-SA 4.0 · Effluvium1 · 2021
    missing record

    A 2014 Australian FOI request (FOI 064/13/14) for the Department of Air's file on the Westall 1966 schoolyard incident returned a single page stating that "no records relating to this matter can be located" — despite Australian press and the RAAF having dispatched personnel to the school the same day.

    Two hundred children, faculty, and visiting witnesses saw the object land in a field. Personnel were dispatched. Almost five decades later the file has one page in it, and the page is the denial that any file exists.

    Source. Australian Department of Defence FOI release 064/13/14 (2014).

    ↘ How this relates

    A retrieval at a school with hundreds of child witnesses, followed by a textbook procedural erasure. The 2014 FOI return is the standard artifact of an active cover-up: record-of-the-record- not-existing. The witnesses are now in their sixties; their accounts have not changed across five decades, which is what witnesses do when they saw a thing.

    Westall, Melbourne
  9. 09
    Maury Island, Puget Sound — the small island connected to Vashon by a man-made isthmus.
    Wikipedia Commons · CC BY-SA 4.0 · Mark Yasuda · 2022
    named officers killed

    The two U.S. Army Air Force intelligence officers carrying the Maury Island debris samples — Capt. William Davidson and Lt. Frank Brown — were killed when their B-25 (44-29126) crashed near Kelso, Washington on 1 August 1947. The samples were destroyed in the crash.

    A documented fatal aircraft accident, named officers, a verifiable airframe serial. The phrase "the samples were destroyed in the crash" appears in primary military records.

    Source. U.S. Army Air Force Aircraft Accident Report, 1 August 1947.

    ↘ How this relates

    A retrieval-adjacent action three weeks after Arnold and one month after Roswell. Samples destroyed in the crash is what a state apparatus erasing its own physical traces looks like at the level of a dead aircrew. Davidson and Brown are the first named human cost in the documented record for this kind of work.

    Maury Island
  10. 10
    Area 51 perimeter warning sign — the entrance to the facility Lazar said held S-4
    Wikipedia Commons · Public domain · U.S. Air Force · 2014
    unresolved prediction

    In May and November 1989 Bob Lazar described element 115 as the reactor fuel for the craft he claimed to have worked on at S-4. Element 115 was not synthesised until 2003 at JINR Dubna and was officially named Moscovium in 2016.

    The rest of Lazar's biography is in deep dispute. The atomic-number prediction sits as a separate, unresolved data point. The element exists. Its longest-lived isotope is currently measured in milliseconds.

    Source. KLAS-TV interview tapes, May and November 1989 (George Knapp); IUPAC, 2016.

    ↘ How this relates

    An ex-program technical employee who broke containment and surrendered a correct piece of nuclear chemistry sixteen years before terrestrial physics caught up. The biographical contestations around Lazar are real and worth taking seriously; the atomic-number prediction sits separately. Both can be true simultaneously — which is how this kind of leak usually arrives, packaged with enough doubt to discredit itself.

    Bob Lazar
  11. 11
    Supposed UFO landing site in Rendlesham Forest, Suffolk, photographed years after the December 1980 incident.
    Wikipedia Commons · CC BY-SA 2.0 · Simon Leatherdale · 2006
    official document

    Lt. Col. Charles Halt's 13 January 1981 official USAF memo to the UK Ministry of Defence — released under FOIA in 1983 — formally documents radiation readings approximately ten times background at three indentations in the forest floor, with the peak readings taken at the indentations themselves (0.05–0.07 mR).

    U.S. Air Force letterhead. A lieutenant colonel's signature. Specific microroentgen readings tied to specific ground locations. Filed inside the chain of command, not leaked.

    Source. Halt Memo, 13 Jan 1981, declassified via FOIA 1983.

    ↘ How this relates

    Anomalous interference at a NATO nuclear-weapons storage site, documented inside the chain of command rather than around it. Radiation tied to specific ground indentations is physical residue — the kind of evidence that does not metabolize into the official record. That the memo wasn't suppressed is the rare exception that proves the rule: it was filed because Halt believed the system would handle it. The system did handle it, by filing it and saying nothing.

    Rendlesham (1980)
  12. 12
    Supposed UFO landing site in Rendlesham Forest, Suffolk, photographed years after the December 1980 incident.
    Wikipedia Commons · CC BY-SA 2.0 · Simon Leatherdale · 2006
    federal compensation

    A1C John Burroughs, one of the Rendlesham 1980 witnesses, was granted 100% disability by the U.S. Department of Veterans Affairs in 2014 — the first VA disability award explicitly tied to a UFO encounter, citing cardiac and neurological damage.

    A federal benefits agency formally compensated a service member for injuries sustained during an event that the same government officially says did not happen.

    Source. VA disability determination, 2014; Burroughs FOIA correspondence.

    ↘ How this relates

    The cover-up's exposed seam. The VA wasn't briefed; the VA reviews medical evidence. The award is an economic externality leaking through a federal benefits process that operated on its own rules. The institutional contradiction — "this never happened" and "you are 100% disabled because it happened to you" — sits unreconciled on file.

    Rendlesham (1980)
  13. 13
    The borehole site as of 2020 — the surface complex left to half-collapse.
    Wikipedia Commons · CC BY-SA 4.0 · Шелковников Евгений Анатольевич · 2020
    unexplained physical evidence

    Russian drilling at the Kola Superdeep Borehole recovered microscopic plankton fossils dated to roughly 2 billion years from 6.7 km depth — and free liquid water in rock cracks at depths where the rock should have been impermeable.

    The deepest hole ever drilled returned biological material older than complex cellular life is supposed to exist, in a place where water is not supposed to be possible.

    Source. Kozlovsky (ed.), *The Superdeep Well of the Kola Peninsula*, Springer 1987.

    ↘ How this relates

    Deep-crust geology behaving in ways the standard model does not permit. The plankton at 6.7 km and the free water in supposedly impermeable rock are documented anomalies — the rock under our feet is more porous, and more biologically continuous, than the textbook account allows. Soviet geology bumped into something worth noticing and then welded the hole shut.

    Kola Superdeep Borehole
  14. 14
    Vostok Station — ice core extraction. The station sits over the largest known subglacial lake.
    Wikipedia Commons · Public domain · Todd Sowers, Lamont-Doherty Earth Observatory (LDEO), Columbia University, Palisades, New York for NOAA · 2001
    isolated chemistry

    Subglacial Lake Vostok holds water supersaturated with oxygen and nitrogen at roughly fifty times the concentration of any surface lake on Earth, sustained by 360 atmospheres of pressure under 3,750 metres of ice. The 2012 Russian drilling breakthrough used kerosene and Freon as antifreeze; biologists protested the contamination risk for years before it was permitted.

    An isolated body of water the size of Lake Ontario, sealed for around 15 million years, breached using industrial solvents over international scientific objection.

    Source. *Nature*, 8 Feb 2012; Bulat et al., subsequent reports.

    ↘ How this relates

    A deep-resident environment under glaciation. The 50× supersaturation is the chemistry of a closed system maintained for ~15 million years; the 2012 drilling breach is the moment that closed system was opened, with industrial solvents, over international scientific objection. The biologists protested the contamination risk for the stated reasons. There were other reasons they did not have available to them.

    Vostok Station
  15. 15
    Frederick Valentich, 20, who vanished while flying a Cessna 182 across Bass Strait on 21 October 1978.
    Wikipedia Commons · Public domain · Australian Department of Transportation · 1996
    audio in evidence

    At 19:12:28 on 21 October 1978 the Melbourne Flight Service Unit recorded 17 seconds of metallic scraping immediately after pilot Frederick Valentich's transmission "It's not an aircraft," then loss of signal. No wreckage of his Cessna 182L was ever recovered despite a major RAAF and RAN search. The Australian Department of Transport's 1982 final report concluded "not determined."

    The tape exists and is in the public domain. The seventeen seconds of metallic sound is on the recording. No aircraft fragment, no body, no fuel slick was ever found.

    Source. Australian Dept. of Transport Aircraft Accident Investigation Report, 27 April 1982.

    ↘ How this relates

    The audio record of an anomalous event mid-occurrence, captured by a flight-service operator who did not know they were recording it. The seventeen seconds of metallic scraping is acoustic signature on civilian audio infrastructure — not explainable inside any conventional aviation taxonomy. The no-wreckage outcome belongs to the small set of cases where whatever took the aircraft did not return it.

    Frederick Valentich
  16. 16
    Downtown Marfa, Texas.
    Wikipedia Commons · CC BY 2.0 · Mathieu Lebreton · 2012
    evidence above the explanation

    Marfa Army Air Field operated 1942–1947, training pilots in twin-engine instrument flight. Pilots based at Marfa AAF independently recorded sightings of the Marfa Lights in their flight logs — observations made above the local atmospheric inversion layer, undermining the highway-mirage hypothesis.

    The leading scientific explanation for the Marfa Lights is refracted highway traffic. The U.S. military's own pilots wrote down sightings made above the layer that does the refracting.

    Source. Marfa AAF operational records, NARA RG 18; Stephens, *The Marfa Lights*, 2003.

    ↘ How this relates

    Anomalous events documented above the explanation. The military pilots' in-flight logs falsify the highway-mirage theory by recording sightings made above the inversion layer the theory requires. The current consensus explanation works for most of the events; a residual signal sits inside the data the explanation cannot reach.

    Marfa
  17. 17
    A reconstruction diagram of the V-formation of lights reported over Phoenix, Arizona, on 13 March 1997.
    Wikipedia Commons · Public domain · Codyorb · 2018
    official recanted

    Governor Fife Symington III publicly ridiculed the March 1997 Phoenix Lights sightings at the time — staging a press conference with an aide dressed in an alien costume. In a 2007 *Daily Courier* op-ed he wrote that he himself had personally witnessed the V-formation craft above his property.

    A sitting governor mocked thousands of his own constituents on camera while concealing that he was one of them.

    Source. *Daily Courier* (Prescott, AZ), 18 March 2007.

    ↘ How this relates

    A textbook public-official behavioral signature: dismissal in the moment, private acknowledgement throughout, partial admission a decade later when the personal cost is tolerable. The alien- costume press conference is what social hygiene looks like when it has to operate through a single named human carrying both facts at once.

    Phoenix Lights (1997)
  18. 18
    An Imperial Iranian Air Force F-4 Phantom II — the aircraft type that engaged the Tehran object on 19 September 1976.
    Wikipedia Commons · Public domain · IRIAF · 1982
    instrument failure pattern

    Two Iranian Imperial Air Force F-4 Phantoms scrambled to intercept a luminous object over Tehran on 19 September 1976 each suffered simultaneous loss of weapons systems, avionics, and radio communications on close approach. Both aircraft regained all systems on egress. The incident is documented in a 4-page DIA report formally distributed to the White House, CIA, NSA, and Joint Chiefs.

    Two military jets crewed by named pilots lost every electronic system on approach to the same object and recovered them all on retreat. The DIA writeup is one of the cleanest documents in the public record on instrumentation effects.

    Source. Defense Intelligence Agency report DIA-2540-1B-78 (1978).

    ↘ How this relates

    Instrumentation failure with full simultaneity — weapons, avionics, and radio failing on approach and recovering on egress. The pattern is part of a small documented cluster (Tehran F-4, Cash-Landrum, Rendlesham, Nimitz) of cases in which NATO-grade airframes operated by trained crews lose every electronic system in the presence of the object. The DIA report's distribution list (White House, CIA, NSA, JCS) confirms the pattern was understood, at the highest U.S. military command level, inside 18 months.

    Tehran F-4 (1976)
The dread is cumulative. Read three of these in a row and the fourth lands differently. Read all eighteen and the codex's framing — that the documented record is already the strangest public record we have — stops feeling like a literary device and starts feeling like an inventory.